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Caspian Golde
Age: 27, visual; actual age unclear
Height: 235 cm (7' 8.5")
Species: shapeshifter; Athos, crowned variant, modern sub-branch
Hair color: turquoise; default
Eye color: turquoise, green inner ring
Caspian Golde is a man who's difficult to make sense of. In one moment he can be flirtatious and blunt, the next shy like a child, then pulling back the reins of his anger with the best of his abilities - and end up crying on the floor in fetal position.
It's not like he understands himself, either. His own mind is like an ocean he can't swim in, and everything around him a school bully that dangles a life-buoy in front of him. The shifter is grief-ridden and resentful, but he attempts to hide the fact in every turn with a zestful, brash, and reckless shell. It is an art he has honed for millennia. Sure to light up any room he enters, the Goddess journeys the soils of planets to live fast, go loud, and have fun. He's beautiful, and he knows it - but a shiny casing can't run from the empty chasm inside itself.
The understanding and empathy Caspian lacks for himself, he pours on others. He knows exceptionally well how it is to feel like you're not enough, misunderstood, and cast aside. Such feelings are something he aims to negate the best he can, trying to encourage and understand anyone who he might notice struggling with their self-worth.
What comes to his existence itself, it was a fulfilled impossibility - and for many of his kind, still is. The status as a crowned Athos he gained against his will when he was only six years old, sent his childhood and adolescent years into a maelstrom, where his head was held forcibly underwater. It is one of the countless reasons why Caspian isolated himself into his spaceship - knowingly, and to his own detriment. The Artificial Intelligence Interface of the ship is an invaluable companion, but Steve can only do so much to alleviate her master's pain and longing. Loneliness doesn't go away by secluding yourself from the world, and the eternal knows it.
But he's afraid - afraid of messing up, and getting hurt. Scared to death of breaking beyond repair. He doesn't know how full his own cup is, and can't even imagine what overflowing the vessel would bring - or what irreparable damage shattering it to pieces could cause.
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May 2, 2024, 6:16:14 AM Change ID 100861 By | Battle queue: Boss Attacks : (Page 7) Laguna - tense like strings - 692 words | 21 |
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May 1, 2024, 8:31:59 AM Change ID 100754 By | [bot] Boss fight entry. [bot] Attack from Caspian 602 Use concentration. [bot] Counter attack from Caspian |
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Apr 30, 2024, 3:05:58 AM Change ID 100453 By | Weekly Prompt #114: Historical Painting: the wild flocks | 10 |
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Apr 25, 2024, 11:40:01 PM Change ID 99515 By | Submission point correction - Oops, Wrong Dating Show – | 5 |
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Apr 24, 2024, 6:39:31 AM Change ID 99047 By | Battle queue: you'd lose your head if it wasn't attached to your shoulders, Sir. | 7 |
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Apr 24, 2024, 3:42:46 AM Change ID 99026 By | [bot] Boss fight entry. [bot] concentration |
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Apr 22, 2024, 7:49:47 AM Change ID 98677 By | Weekly Prompt #113: Dating Show: Oops, Wrong Dating Show – | 5 |
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Apr 21, 2024, 9:33:22 PM Change ID 98582 By | Non-challenge Character art: oblivion : (Page 0) oblivion | 51 |
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Apr 21, 2024, 4:08:03 AM Change ID 98318 By | Battle queue: a broken crown : (Page 10) candlelight - 1850 words | 5 |
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Apr 21, 2024, 4:01:20 AM Change ID 98304 By | Non-challenge Character art: oblivion | 5 |
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Apr 18, 2024, 2:41:25 PM Change ID 97722 By | [bot] Boss fight entry. [bot] Attack from Caspian 602 [bot] Assist attack 10 |
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Apr 7, 2024, 9:46:48 AM Change ID 95110 By | Non-challenge Character art: Annoyances | 5 |
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Apr 6, 2024, 4:11:12 AM Change ID 95006 By | Weekly Prompt #111: Rides: moments before disaster | 10 |
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Mar 30, 2024, 8:30:40 AM Change ID 94505 By | Pavia, World of Stone Deserts: Color Strata Spires get an Snowy Cover | 7 |
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Mar 29, 2024, 8:13:08 AM Change ID 94371 By | Battle queue: Boss attacks : (Page 77) Trash Fashion | 7 |
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Mar 29, 2024, 8:12:17 AM Change ID 94364 By | Weekly Prompt #110: Fashion Show: hot right now | 10 |
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Mar 29, 2024, 8:11:37 AM Change ID 94357 By | Battle queue: Boss Attacks : (Page 6) Trash Monster - smolder - 1195 words | 35 |
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Mar 27, 2024, 4:35:38 PM Change ID 94025 By | [bot] Boss fight entry. [bot] Attack from Kaytlyn 2250 Use attack buff. [bot] Counter attack from Kaytlyn |
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Mar 27, 2024, 2:42:30 AM Change ID 93902 By | [bot] Boss fight entry. [bot] Attack from Caspian 602 [bot] Boss attack from Trash Monster [bot] Counter attack from Caspian |
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Mar 26, 2024, 10:15:45 AM Change ID 93556 By | Battle queue: Boss Attacks : (Page 0) Boss Attacks | 35 |
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