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Caspian Golde
Age: 27, visual; actual age unclear
Height: 235 cm (7' 8.5")
Species: shapeshifter; Athos, crowned variant, modern sub-branch
Hair color: turquoise; default
Eye color: turquoise, green inner ring
Caspian Golde is a man who's difficult to make sense of. In one moment he can be flirtatious and blunt, the next shy like a child, then pulling back the reins of his anger to the best of his abilities - and end up crying on the floor in fetal position.
It's not like he understands himself, either. His own mind is like an ocean he can't swim in, and everything around him a school bully that dangles a life-buoy in front of him. The shifter is grief-ridden and resentful, but he attempts to hide the fact in every turn with a zestful, brash, and reckless shell. It is an art he has honed for millennia. Sure to light up any room he enters, the Goddess journeys the soils of planets to live fast, go loud, and have fun. He's beautiful, and he knows it - but a shiny casing can't run from the empty chasm inside itself.
The understanding and empathy Caspian lacks for himself, he pours on others. He knows exceptionally well how it is to feel like you're not enough, misunderstood, and cast aside. Such feelings are something he aims to negate the best he can, trying to encourage and understand anyone who he might notice struggling with their self-worth.
What comes to his existence itself, it was a fulfilled impossibility - and for many of his kind, still is. The status as a crowned Athos he gained against his will when he was only six years old, sent his childhood and adolescent years into a maelstrom, where his head was held forcibly underwater. It is one of the countless reasons why Caspian isolated himself into his spaceship - knowingly, and to his own detriment. The Artificial Intelligence Interface of the ship is an invaluable companion, but Steve can only do so much to alleviate her master's pain and longing. Loneliness doesn't go away by secluding yourself from the world, and the eternal knows it.
But he's afraid - afraid of messing up, and getting hurt. Scared to death of breaking beyond repair. He doesn't know how full his own cup is, and can't even imagine what overflowing the vessel would bring - or what irreparable damage shattering it to pieces could cause.
Pronouns: he/him
Universe: Paperverse
Background: Terra, the Athos community
Relationship Bond:
"Bold of you to assume I live for myself - I don't think I ever did."
Calling: The Hanged Man - Inner Peace
Destiny: Three of Chalices - Gregarious
Fate: Five of Pentacles - Hopeless
Goals: Adventure, Exploration
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Jul 21, 2024, 7:54:37 PM Change ID 108035 By | Aldea, World of the Blue Rose: say it. | 14 |
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Jul 16, 2024, 5:08:25 AM Change ID 107703 By | Aldea, World of the Blue Rose: a broken crown : (Page 19) 6/?; a bleeding heart - 1028 words | 7 |
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Jul 16, 2024, 5:04:04 AM Change ID 107689 By | Non-challenge Character art: Caspian In Dual Light | 5 |
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Jun 30, 2024, 8:09:08 AM Change ID 106903 By | Character development Past prompts: a crown of crimson : (Page 5) wishender - 8357 words | 85 |
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