I Apologize for Regrets: Chapter 1

I apologize for not being there, and always putting you down.
Well, I 'm sorry that I didn't care, and that I wasn't always around.
But I was wrong and looked away, when tears ran down your face.
But, hun, you were the only one, who knew of their place.
Dearest I should have known that doing this, I would pay.
I'm sorry, but I could have told that my life had left that day.
But now I stand here, wondering why.
Baby, I don't want to see tears run down your eyes.
But I love you, and have always loved you true.
And I know it so its alright because I love you too.
Then how can you leave and just ruin my life?
Truly I am trying to save you from letting your heart strife.
I love you, you love me, so lets stay together.
I don't want you to plead, because I will love you forever.
Watch how I cry with every step you take away from me.
But love, don't you remember? I already left you to be.
I am sorry that I loved you, and never cared to admit it.
And I am sorry for breaking your heart and leaving you in your pit...
For I have been there, and know the feeling, but you must learn to feel pain and hurt.
And so I left you to help you understand that my love, is truer than any other and that the world does go on.
I am sorry for your hurt, but you must learn to live.