Happy September everyone!

I want to start this journal by saying I'm offically back to all my accounts, even Diveantart, and my DA journal you can disregard I've decided its not fair to anyone that you'd only get some of my artwork and not others so All artwork is on the table personal or not. Same with journal posts while I still won't go into offline personal things if it pertains to my artwork or projects then its not off limits.

Project plush: I've recently been working on a doll of one of my new Gemsona's I've been untangling yarn and brushing it out for a week and its been a very soothing and zen experience, However for the first half of September I'm taking a break to get back into my artwork and get posting.

Artwork: I have two months worth of art to post that's 43 pictures and I want to make that clear that is TWO MONTHS worth of artwork so while I'm posting it now it in no way reflects how I am now that goes with vent art and everything.  if all goes well and I get it all posted with in two days I should be on a better posting schedual asap

Project DEL RED Chronicals: My DA friend mikitheaussie /:iconmikitheaussie: got me into this online pet site called "Chicken smoothie" (see link at bottom of journal) and since then I wanted to make a whole story and world cenered around some of the more unquie and colorful pets I've gotten. Due to RL I was unable to really start it but I hope to remiedy that this month

Project Gemsona: I've made more Gemsona's and a story world around them which like DEL RED I hope to get working on this month

Projects and artwork will pend on offline activitys such as reading, and TV shows watched

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I also have something serious, personal, but very much important to share with you all. After Three years and eight months I'm still struggling with the drama of Marieangel04 I'm fully aware this is highly unhealthy and am trying everything I can think of to get over it all, however I hope you'll bare with me if and when pictures regarding her as a topic pops up.
I was bullied by her. plain and simple. and sadly not so simple is me getting over that, It took me six years to get over Real drama between me and two friends offline I'm sure it will take me much much longer to get thought this one. So please bare with me as I fight my way though this.

Just a reminder: I am going away from august 4th-11th

When I do come back I'll have

12 pictures to post

1 to scan

11 to color and scan

6 to ink, color and scan

As well as at least eight or more drawn while I'm on vacation in of it's self so thats a total of 30 from july to get posted or finished and much more on the way of august though I will be sepending some of my august time working on my posts from july, this is just a heads up of what's to come :)

First and formost "The fandom trash files" are my observation of myself and not the fandom/s as a whole. I plan on posting primiarly Fanwork here although some OC's might slip in with the fanart. My files will be my way of documenting my own view points as I go though this fangirl metamorphosis so first and formost what is "trash" urban dictionary has this to say "When your entire reason of existing is a certain thing, you are ____ trash. More obsessed than a fan" Fandom trash goes into it a bit more "an individual undergoing an unhealthy obsession with a fandom in which his/her top priority in life is to consume and/or produce fanworks that refer to the fandom in focus, often without much regard to the fanwork's actual relevance. When using this term, replace "fandom" in "fandom trash" with the actual fandom."  For months now I've down right hated that term, while many see it as harmless fun (which I should note it can be) I've seen it as derogatory. Even now saying "The fandom trash files" makes me feel like I'm lowering my sense of self to just what I like and my online persona and life as if that is all there is. That is part of the reason I want to document both the emotional, physical, and outside view point of myself in regards to all this

So first a bit about me or more spicifically anime and me.

Anime and I have a long history. Back in 3rd grade I watched TV dub broadcast of pokemon, cardcaptors sakura, digimon Adventure, Tenchi muyo, Tenchi universe, Tenchi in Tyoko, digimon 02, digimon tamers, yu-gi-oh, Naruto, Yu yu hakusho, this went on from third grade till 11th or 12th grade. I was animegirl4ever and animegirl4ever09189 on many websites, fourms, and such. I was anime girl and I thought I always would be. Once it went off air or moved to time slots I could no longer fallow I watched it here and there princess tutu, code geass, Ghost hunt, xxxholic, Shiki, Pulla magi modoka magica, Sailor moon Crystle,daybreak illusions, Yuki Yuna is a Hero, Selector Infected Wixoss  and even starting then dropping or unfinishing some anime like Soward art online, nahno lyrica, outlaw star,Selector spread Wixoss but while I watched and enjoyed it never felt like I was animegirl the same way. I watched more live action and anime inspired shows, I watched more cartoons and read more comics I driffted away from anime and manga I started seeing the user name as my past, childish, and needing something new and less “untrue” purplewolf91212 and ghostlygoth98 and other such non “anime” names I named myself on sites. It hasn't been till recently after Watching FLCL feeling the need to watch it. While my love of anime never really went away it dwindled but after watching FLCL it's come back in full force and I have a line up of anime to view and its all thanks to vispa girl :3

Live action shows are a bit less complex I currently watch Once upon a time, Supergirl, NCIS, NCIS new orlands, the Goldburgers, Face off, Catfish, MTV suspect, DC ledgends of tomarow, Doctor who, My cat from hell, and prior I've watched Firefly, Defiance, sleepy hallow, too cute, tiny house hunters, house hunters, house hunters international, what not to wear, love lust or run,

Cartoons I watch bobs burger, Steven universe, and my little pony prior I used to watch Adventure time, cat dog, rugrats, ahh real monsters, avatar the last airbender, ledgend of korra, and much much more.

Comics, manga, and books are a bit to long to list in this post alone and will be its own post under the "FANDOMS" post I plan on making

So there is your intro to me, my likes, and my blog post.