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Caspian Golde
Age: 27, visual; actual age unclear
Height: 235 cm (7' 8.5")
Species: shapeshifter; Athos, crowned variant, modern sub-branch
Hair color: turquoise; default
Eye color: turquoise, green inner ring
Caspian Golde is a man who's difficult to make sense of. In one moment he can be flirtatious and blunt, the next shy like a child, then pulling back the reins of his anger to the best of his abilities - and end up crying on the floor in fetal position.
It's not like he understands himself, either. His own mind is like an ocean he can't swim in, and everything around him a school bully that dangles a life-buoy in front of him. The shifter is grief-ridden and resentful, but he attempts to hide the fact in every turn with a zestful, brash, and reckless shell. It is an art he has honed for millennia. Sure to light up any room he enters, the Goddess journeys the soils of planets to live fast, go loud, and have fun. He's beautiful, and he knows it - but a shiny casing can't run from the empty chasm inside itself.
The understanding and empathy Caspian lacks for himself, he pours on others. He knows exceptionally well how it is to feel like you're not enough, misunderstood, and cast aside. Such feelings are something he aims to negate the best he can, trying to encourage and understand anyone who he might notice struggling with their self-worth.
What comes to his existence itself, it was a fulfilled impossibility - and for many of his kind, still is. The status as a crowned Athos he gained against his will when he was only six years old, sent his childhood and adolescent years into a maelstrom, where his head was held forcibly underwater. It is one of the countless reasons why Caspian isolated himself into his spaceship - knowingly, and to his own detriment. The Artificial Intelligence Interface of the ship is an invaluable companion, but Steve can only do so much to alleviate her master's pain and longing. Loneliness doesn't go away by secluding yourself from the world, and the eternal knows it.
But he's afraid - afraid of messing up, and getting hurt. Scared to death of breaking beyond repair. He doesn't know how full his own cup is, and can't even imagine what overflowing the vessel would bring - or what irreparable damage shattering it to pieces could cause.
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Jun 1, 2024, 6:46:46 AM Change ID 104839 By | Battle queue: a crown of crimson : (Page 4) the last straw - 1357 words | 49 |
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May 31, 2024, 12:16:22 PM Change ID 104783 By | [bot] Boss fight entry. [bot] Attack from Caspian 602 [bot] Counter attack from Caspian |
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May 30, 2024, 9:29:38 PM Change ID 104774 By | Plaisiss, World of Grassy Plains: a wrongful right : (Page 2) the box painted navy - 1219 words | 14 |
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May 29, 2024, 2:10:14 AM Change ID 104574 By |
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May 27, 2024, 8:19:08 PM Change ID 104504 By | [Community Event] Draw the Character Above: Caspian | 5 |
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May 27, 2024, 8:18:38 PM Change ID 104503 By | [Community Event] Draw the Character Above: Caspian! Draw Character Above | 5 |
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May 26, 2024, 6:43:07 AM Change ID 104352 By | Faedin, World of the Mushroom Forest: a broken crown : (Page 12) dark clouds - 1010 words | 14 |
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May 23, 2024, 5:35:32 AM Change ID 104101 By | [Community Event] Draw the Character Above: cool guys don't look at explosions | 5 |
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May 22, 2024, 1:46:15 PM Change ID 104045 By |
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May 21, 2024, 9:54:49 PM Change ID 103988 By | [Community Event] Draw the Character Above: Caspian Golde DTCA | 5 |
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May 16, 2024, 8:15:22 AM Change ID 103435 By | Character development Past prompts: coronal cartilage : (Page 2) homecoming - 2537 words | 30 |
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May 14, 2024, 8:14:28 PM Change ID 103225 By | Lyra, World of Crystal Volai: a broken crown : (Page 11) grounded and humble - 1014 words | 14 |
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May 14, 2024, 8:11:31 PM Change ID 103220 By | Weekly Prompt #116: Pixel Portal: PDARPG MISC : (Page 21) 2/3; off the beaten path - 586 words | 10 |
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May 14, 2024, 8:11:18 PM Change ID 103219 By | [bot] Crafty ability drop received for transaction id 91444 |
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May 14, 2024, 8:11:12 PM Change ID 103218 By | Weekly Prompt #116: Pixel Portal: PDARPG MISC : (Page 22) 3/3; magnum opus - 757 words | 10 |
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May 14, 2024, 7:42:46 AM Change ID 103152 By | Weekly Prompt #116: Pixel Portal: PDARPG MISC : (Page 20) a scarlet flame - 596 words | 10 |
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May 11, 2024, 6:46:35 PM Change ID 102656 By | Battle queue: a crown of crimson : (Page 3) point of no return - 546 words | 14 |
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May 11, 2024, 6:34:40 PM Change ID 102645 By | Submission point correction - Boss attacks - Quad Attack Bodhi Caspian Zeke Grin | 7 |
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May 10, 2024, 2:36:50 PM Change ID 102448 By | [bot] Boss fight entry. [bot] Attack from Caspian 602 [bot] Counter attack from Caspian |
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May 9, 2024, 8:41:46 PM Change ID 102360 By | [bot] Boss fight entry. [bot] Attack from Bodhi 3709 [bot] Boss attack from Laguna |
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