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Caspian Golde
Age: 27, visual; actual age unclear
Height: 235 cm (7' 8.5")
Species: shapeshifter; Athos, crowned variant, modern sub-branch
Hair color: turquoise; default
Eye color: turquoise, green inner ring
Caspian Golde is a man who's difficult to make sense of. In one moment he can be flirtatious and blunt, the next shy like a child, then pulling back the reins of his anger with the best of his abilities - and end up crying on the floor in fetal position.
It's not like he understands himself, either. His own mind is like an ocean he can't swim in, and everything around him a school bully that dangles a life-buoy in front of him. The shifter is grief-ridden and resentful, but he attempts to hide the fact in every turn with a zestful, brash, and reckless shell. It is an art he has honed for millennia. Sure to light up any room he enters, the Goddess journeys the soils of planets to live fast, go loud, and have fun. He's beautiful, and he knows it - but a shiny casing can't run from the empty chasm inside itself.
The understanding and empathy Caspian lacks for himself, he pours on others. He knows exceptionally well how it is to feel like you're not enough, misunderstood, and cast aside. Such feelings are something he aims to negate the best he can, trying to encourage and understand anyone who he might notice struggling with their self-worth.
What comes to his existence itself, it was a fulfilled impossibility - and for many of his kind, still is. The status as a crowned Athos he gained against his will when he was only six years old, sent his childhood and adolescent years into a maelstrom, where his head was held forcibly underwater. It is one of the countless reasons why Caspian isolated himself into his spaceship - knowingly, and to his own detriment. The Artificial Intelligence Interface of the ship is an invaluable companion, but Steve can only do so much to alleviate her master's pain and longing. Loneliness doesn't go away by secluding yourself from the world, and the eternal knows it.
But he's afraid - afraid of messing up, and getting hurt. Scared to death of breaking beyond repair. He doesn't know how full his own cup is, and can't even imagine what overflowing the vessel would bring - or what irreparable damage shattering it to pieces could cause.
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Mar 27, 2024, 4:35:38 PM Change ID 94025 By | [bot] Boss fight entry. [bot] Attack from Kaytlyn 2250 Use attack buff. [bot] Counter attack from Kaytlyn |
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Mar 27, 2024, 2:42:30 AM Change ID 93902 By | [bot] Boss fight entry. [bot] Attack from Caspian 602 [bot] Boss attack from Trash Monster [bot] Counter attack from Caspian |
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Mar 26, 2024, 10:15:45 AM Change ID 93556 By | Battle queue: Boss Attacks : (Page 0) Boss Attacks | 35 |
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Mar 26, 2024, 7:23:25 AM Change ID 93505 By | Battle queue: forgive me | 21 |
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Mar 26, 2024, 7:23:10 AM Change ID 93504 By | Battle queue: Boss Attacks : (Page 5) Trash Monster - always worth something - 1169 words | 28 |
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Mar 25, 2024, 10:21:37 AM Change ID 93177 By | [bot] Boss fight entry. [bot] Attack from Caspian 602 [bot] Counter attack from Caspian |
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Mar 23, 2024, 2:48:10 PM Change ID 92624 By | [bot] Boss fight entry. [bot] Attack from Caspian 602 [bot] Counter attack from Caspian |
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Mar 23, 2024, 10:31:03 AM Change ID 92550 By | Submission point correction - Boss Attacks - Trash Monster - ramblings of a madman - 555 words | 7 |
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Mar 23, 2024, 8:51:50 AM Change ID 92408 By | Battle queue: Boss Attacks : (Page 4) Trash Monster - ramblings of a madman - 555 words | 7 |
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Mar 19, 2024, 3:51:28 PM Change ID 91430 By | [bot] Boss fight entry. [bot] Attack from Caspian 602 Use concentration. [bot] Counter attack from Caspian |
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Mar 19, 2024, 10:03:51 AM Change ID 91354 By | Weekly Prompt #109: Market: a broken crown : (Page 9) treasures in the trash - 3350 words | 30 |
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Mar 19, 2024, 9:56:52 AM Change ID 91339 By | Battle queue: having a bad day | 14 |
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Mar 19, 2024, 9:48:27 AM Change ID 91310 By | Battle queue: Boss Attacks : (Page 3) Trash Monster - trash panda - 285 words | 7 |
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Mar 18, 2024, 7:34:33 AM Change ID 91027 By | [bot] Boss fight entry. [bot] concentration |
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Mar 16, 2024, 5:39:28 PM Change ID 90617 By | [bot] Boss fight entry. [bot] concentration |
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Mar 12, 2024, 12:02:22 AM Change ID 89913 By | Non-challenge Character art: Caspian | 5 |
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Mar 9, 2024, 7:13:22 PM Change ID 89620 By | [bot] Crafty ability drop received for transaction id 82267 |
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