Anxiety

Posted May 11, 2006, 3:29:10 AM UTC

=P I wasn't feeling so well.... Though, can't say I don't feel that way a lot. I felt a little better after I drew it. I think it's pretty obvious that I feel unwanted by people I really like, even if they tell me otherwise repeatedly. That's usualy why I don't start conversations or such.

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Lunarbabe4
May 17, 2006, 7:14:09 PM UTC
It's so...down to earth. I'm not quite sure what to say. I've had days when that seem almost unbearable due to the stress everyone puts upon me, but then I start to write and it sets my mind at ease. It seems to be the same for you when you draw. The only difference is that you hae the guts to post your feelings for the world to see and I don't. :-x Terrific job on the background. The center piece is a bit of an eye sore with those black stripes but I suppose it sorta works for this piece because it's not supposed to be beautiful or make you smile.
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Humority
May 14, 2006, 7:46:36 AM UTC
This picture reminds me alot of myself... Sometimes I feel like I don't deserve people wasting their attention on me because I can be very anti-social at times... considering where I live. Long story... Feeling guilty and stupid whenever you screwed up. It's so emotional...like being stuck in a circle you can't get out of. To me it's one of the reasons I hear Dir En Grey. I don't think I could express it better. Great job! and I really like the writing, it adds alot.
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- 786
  May 14, 2006, 7:34:07 PM UTC
  Lol you're like my twin. X3 Though, I haven't heard much Dir En Grey. I like what I have heard though. ^.^
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  Humority
  May 16, 2006, 4:43:28 AM UTC | Total Edits: 1 | Last edited on May 16, 2006 by Humority
  Hehe, I guess we are alike. But I won't be able to keep ignoring people and being reclusive when I'll start working. Right now I'm kinda in my own bubble, and j-rock is a large part of it.
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  786
  May 16, 2006, 3:07:45 PM UTC
  Yeah... v.v *sighs* I'm going to be a waiter at my dad's restaruant this summer. Gotta smile! =D
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  Humority
  May 18, 2006, 8:58:26 AM UTC | Total Edits: 1 | Last edited on May 18, 2006 by Humority
  I never tried being a waiter. *shudders* It stresses me out although it's one of the few places that one can actually find work here. ugh.. I will have to build my own website after I've finished with the one I'm working on. I hope you do well in your father's resturant.
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  786
  May 18, 2006, 10:27:55 AM UTC
  Aw *hug* I hope everything goes well for you, and thanks. ^.^
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  Humority
  May 21, 2006, 6:36:17 AM UTC
  *hugs back* thank you.
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Melbie~~
May 12, 2006, 11:55:42 AM UTC
0.0 It's just one of those days eh?Don't feel so bad there at times when it can seem like that,.But I'm sure your friend's appect you for you.
Anyway the piccy is nicely colored,but very downfull.Keep ful the good work!
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- 786
  May 13, 2006, 7:35:42 AM UTC
  "One of those days," is just about every day. =P
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WildeKarde
May 11, 2006, 8:57:50 AM UTC
I know how you feel. I think we all do in that reguard. When I was in my teens I used to draw when I was angry or upset. That was some of my best work. Now that I'm not so upset, I don't draw as much. Really nice work, especially with all the writing going around it.
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Cokekitty
May 11, 2006, 6:29:06 AM UTC
Aww... It's a nice picture. Depressing as hell, but nice nonetheless.
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